i think love is the weirdest most fucked up thing ever.
it’s funny how something can turn you into this whole different person, whether it be for better or worse love does change you. it makes you feel like you can swim across oceans nonstop or like a hundred bricks have been slammed on top of you’re heart and all of those feelings can come at once and change suddenly.
i’ve never hated something as much as love, yet i’ve never wanted something more.
i think a big part of growing up is realizing that you have less than a handful of friends. people are so backstabbing and out to get ahead of one another. once you realize you only have two or three people really rooting for you to succeed you’re so much better off. i mean i don’t wish for bad things to happen to anyone but i know i only have a handful of friends that i care about me and vice versa.